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I push the knife in deeper, hoping to kill the thing that's inside of me

HI HI HI HI HI!!!!!!!
Well hi, I have a new site now so pls skip on over to there coz it's rad!
http://www.angelfire.com/freak/rainbowdrops/index.htm
Oh and I don't look anything like the pic anymore, I have light brown hair which is a skin head coz I got bored and shaved my head.
chow x
Claz xxx

'I don't know what it was like to be her, but I know what it feels like to want to die'
~gIrL InTeRrUpTeD~
'ello, you've ended up here, either by accident or on purpose but either way, why not stay and have a look around.
I've been on the edge, nearly over it actually but I'm still around, questionning the purpose of my life.
Here you'll find my thoughts, experiences, fears and more.
They're here because I know what it feels like to be screaming inside and no one can hear.
Take it easy:o)
Clare x

Updates!
Apologies to everyone or anyone who has been here recently. I'm getting sloppy on the updates as I am currently building a new website! wish me luck. While you're here, why not read my online diary at http://www.piercedfreak.diaryland.com/
keep signing the guestbook with all your thoughts and feelings.
Love and rainbow drops
Clare x

p.s The picture is old and I have kinda changed so I'll update it as soon as I can:)

SeLf HaRm
Self Harm seems to be scarily on the increase between males and females. Having difficulty in stopping myself from this, it breaks my heart to see people I know feeling and doing what I have done in so many bouts of extreme anger. I am disgusted that rock stars (Casey Chaos-Amen) are happy enough to go on stage only to self harm infront of thousands, the result being taken to hospital for the severity of the harm. Self Harm is not a game, it is a cry for help and it is a dangerous, vicious circle. Once involved, it is hard to resist the temptation on it's own, but having 'role models' perform this as part of a circus only adds to the confusion and destruction it causes. Self Harm is not the answer, it is simply running away from a problem. Talk to someone, it makes you feel a lot better and there are no ugly scars to hide. Take it easy, Clare x


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Another reason for creating this site was to meet people all over the world who feel the same as me. If you are interested in anything on this site, or you just want to say hi, feel free!
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My most personal thoughts
Although I want to make this site interesting and an 'escape' from sadness(!)I want to also include some of my personal feelings. Feel free to look around and I would really appreciate your feedback. Anything you want to say or feel this page needs please let me know! :)

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If you have ANY images of Ladybugs or Tigger that you are willing to send to me so I can use them I will be eternally grateful! Thanks!
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"I've decided I'm indecisive"